Beyonce's Maple Syrup Diet: I QUIT!!

NOOOOOO
I couldn't do it, day 1 is the end
okthankyoubye

Beyonce's Maple Syrup Diet: Day 1

Due to some unexpected owambe party at my house, I couldn't start this diet thing yesterday
But today is the day. Right now, i am still trying to finish the cup of sea salt and water.
My tummy is acting funny already. I made a lil cup of my concussion lemonade yesterday just to taste it and it doesnt even taste that bad...
Lets do this!!!

This time....<3

I couldn't help my self. just had to blog about this song. It is BEAUTIFUL!! I cant get it out of my head, out of mind, out of my thoughts. If only all men were this sincere, this dedicated. If only they had this much compassion and this much strength to be vulnerable to another person, to love another person this way. WOW!!
I first heard it on the season finale of The Game and I fell in love.
I have to say John Legend killed it cos this is the only song of his that I like.



Unfortunately, the video is not out yet so i uploaded here the song + lyrics
cos the words can melt the hardest of hearts

and, Muramasa dies

I am so happy that kouga killed muramasa, he deserved it
Kouga wasn't the bad guy
what they did to him wasn't fair.
yammamoto is very stupid
I enjoyed this blech episode!!!
I was so shocked that Kouga was in the Kuchiki family
Those DAMN Kuchiki men,
they are just tooo HOT!!!
This is the last part of the episode
where muramasa was so happy that he resurrected his master until kouga knifed me....lol!! he deserved that

I tried, I really did

Oh em gee!!!
i tried, i really did try, but i couldn't resist the rice and the chicken anymore.
OH SNAP!!! I sound like a grobs!!
*hiss* do not judge me,
I was effing hungry!! i hadn't eaten all day
and its not like I went and devoured a whole nations worth of rice and stew,
I ate a decent amount
LMAO!!!
Tomorrow is another day

Beyonce's Maple Syrup Diet: Day 0

I did not eat anything today in preparation for the days of starvation to come.
It definitely was not easy. I got home from school today and my aunt had cooked rice and stew *her stew is to die for* and the chicken.....THE CHICKEN!!!! It was as fat as my thighs and my thighs are pretty huge!!!
DAMN!!! The temptation....
I just had to close my eyes and get through the day.

The ingredients for the diet
1. lemons/limes
2. maple syrup
3. cayenne pepper
4. water
5. sea salt and a laxative tea (for detox)
I haven't even tasted the concussion of a lemonade that should be made with cayenne pepper, maple syrup and lemons, but i expect it to be NASTY!!

I'm going to do this till the end of my christmas break.
Tomorrow, the real diet begins,
Wish me luck!!

THE diet

I have decided to go on BEYONCES MAPLE SYRUP DIET. A friend of mine told me about it and I have decided to finally do it and diet and *maybe* exercise
This should be fun!!

Fatty

Oh my!!!
i have gained alot of weight!!!!
oh wow!! my loose shirts are tighter!!!
my jeans are tighter!!!
and my boobs...oh my boobs!!! they are falling out of my 36dd bra!!!
oh my, a change is much needed
and FAST!!!
i gats to have that banging body for spring break!!!

I really...

...should be studying for my finals, but for some reason, I cant bring myself to focus.
Yesterday, I cried to sleep, again.
The pain is beginning to fade, very soon I'l no longer cry.
I am afraid of that. Does that mean I'l stop caring?
That I'l stop caring about him?
I dont want that to happen.
But the fact of the matter is, I dont feel like I mean anything to him
Shouldn't a guy smother his girlfriend sometimes?
Isn't he supposed to randomly say sweet and cute things to her?
Am I crazy because like every girl I want to feel special sometimes?
Am I crazy because I want to feel those butterflies in my tummy again?
I dont remember the last time I felt that way.
In the past six months with him, the only time I ever felt all "mushy and squeashy" inside was at the beginning.
I miss those days when i knew I meant alot to him
I miss that side of him.
I miss the way I used to feel.

Twitter Mania!!!

I just reactivated my twitter account!!!
Lol! i know i'm crazy but oh well!!
i was tired of studying and I decided to do something else.
I think twitter is really cool. Apparently theres a whole twitter world i dont know.....
anyways i decider twitting will be a new habit of mine over the christmas break since i know definitely that my break will suck.

Something still confuses me about the whole twitter thing, how can you follow someone you know and talk to and have their numbers and text and all that shit and they dont follow you back? how can you twit someone u know and they dont twit you back?

I was so irritated, i was trying to talk to this chick that is supposedly "my friend" and she doesnt respond. I mean, come on now I know you!! I felt like a stalker and it irritated me....