It hurts....

all the mean things you say about me and say to me....
the fact that you don't want me, need me or miss me....
I was wrong...but you were wrong too
it makes no sense that i want you....
but i do....
I miss you...
your smell, your kiss,your touch, your laugh....
I miss seeing you pissed when Man U loses a game....
I miss the nights we stayed up watching tv shows....
but most of all,
i miss you loving me cos i still love you

back again

Haven't blogged in a while....

I totally forgot i even had a blog....

i know no one reads it.....

i guess i'l pick it up again just for me.....

theres something about it thats actually therapeutic....

i'm curios, have you ever done 'it' before? i'm in a relationship too and i was just wondering how far anyone else in my age demographic has gone too. pls dont be sarcastic, i'd really like to hear the truth. sexuality is nothing to b ashamed of.

i dont think sexuality is anything to be ashamed of. I only give sarcastic answers because of the context in which the question has been asked in the past. Have i done "it"? yes and statistics show that about 65% of people 16 and up have. Not that i'm trying to justify myself. I'm just telling u d demographics

Inquisitive???

I tried to figure out why i love you so much.....

xoxo

9 or 10??

we kinda lost count....
but its been 10 months

beautiful months
months of arguing
months of fighting
months of laughter
months of joy

Words fail me but i want you to know:

in English that means...........

so very much.......