November 6, 2009

:(

Peaches,

I stalked you today on facebook..... 
not the kind of stalking where you check someones profile or check their wall posts and everything but i stalked you as in i logged on your facebook.
You should probably change your password.  
Why do you talk to her? 
It hurts me so very much. 
I read all your threads with her. 
I puked in my mouth everytime you said "i love you" to her and i felt i would kill somebody when she said "i love you" to you (which she seemed to say ever so often)  
She called you names like "my peach" "love" "darling" and i could feel my tummy turn and hurt as i read thread after thread after thread and when my tummy hurt so much that i couldnt take it anymore, i stopped reading. 
You two have so much history...
It feels like compared to her, I do not know you at all.
And apparently you loved her as much as she loved you
I cant help but think, how can i compete with that? 
A part of me thinks you still love her 
but another part of me hopes you dont.

Me

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