August 1, 2009

A Night to Remember

Rarely in life do you relate to someone else so deeply....
so completely.....
so honestly.....
and if you find that someone, Keep them.

We had a conversation yesterday.....yes, me and HIM and in all my not so many years I have never felt someone elses pain and fears so accurately and so "like it were my own" as I felt his. It was all raw emotion ...no discretion, free from humiliation. It was like we were both talking from our souls, two hearts, desperately seeking eachother.

I bet none of us saw that coming when we woke up at about 1.30am that morning. I know for sure that I had other things in mind....I bet he did too.... But anyways, As I sat there beside him with my head on his shoulder, listening to him confide to me his deepest fears and the pain of so many years, I couldnt help the tears that rushed uncontrollably from my eyes. I let them fall as i felt shockwave after shockwave of pain that was his wash over me, I grieved that someone so beautiful, so good, so unique, so real, could feel such pain and, when I thought I could cry no more, I looked into his eyes and saw silent tears there, in his eyes, on his cheeks. He hastily wiped them away but it was almost like he did nothing cos soon after he spotted once more, a teary eye....

As my chest began to constrict and my fingers began to quiver, I knew Emotions had won the battle against Composure. I cried at the sight of his silent tears.....I see HIM different now......because now I see the way he sees things...sees people...sees me and what is it exactly that I see? I see a man worthy of my respect...A man strong enough to admit hes human...A man (and yes I say man) not after my heart but a Man that owns it....

2 comments:

Silver said...

This is so heartfelt it sends shivers down my spine...heheh

he sounds like a keeper hun ^^

if he can open up to you as you say he did then he has proven, as he probably has many times, that he is worthy of your love and has allowed you to see what is truly in his heart. no deceit.
i'm sure you love him more than ever now. good for you. :)

Jade said...

LMAO!!..pronounced (LA MA O) like he wud say....
i dont evn kno if i shud b laffn at ur comment bt i guess i am happy and yes i do love him so so very much

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