October 27, 2009

Still waiting....

We talked...
he opened his heart to me
in ways nobody ever has
he promised me change
and as he said the things he would never do again
I found myself silently promising the same thing
I forgave him...
I couldnt help it...
I love him
I really really do
we are not back together....
he asked me out, I said no.
I know i'l say yes, eventually
but for now, i am waiting
waiting for something
something from him
he will have to to find out what that something is
till then, we wait

2 comments:

tunrayo said...

Explain to me why you dont have any followers/comments.

What if he never figures out what that something is? you figure thats a sign that its not meant to be? is the 'something' obvious for him to see?

CeeJay said...

I really dont know why I dont have any followers...
I just started this blog as an outlet for my emotions I didnt really care about people following it. But I am happy you do. Anyways, the something i am waiting for IS very obvious to him....very very...I just have to wait for him to do it in his own time.

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