BLACK PEOPLE MATE, they dont have sex

So, I had a very interesting conversation with a certain male friend of mine.
We talked about everything: school, gay people and even "wanking"
But a certain comment he made struck me,

"Black people mate, they dont have sex"

His Explanation
"looking at the number of baby mamas, it is safe to say that over half of them are Black.
black people are like animals, they go on instinct alone.
so lets say a black boy sees a pretty girl, he doesn't see her as "pretty" he sees her as "fuckable"
immediately, the chemicals take over...he does what he does best, hes primal mating insticts: sweet talking, lieing, scheming and anything to do the girl and thats that...

interesting....right?

Alter ego

Who am I?

Chisom?

CeeJay?

to a lot of people i am  CeeJay

And to a lot more i am Chisom

I think I'm both.....

Chisom is more like the alter ego

the wild child

And sometimes I forget she exists.

:(

i dont make you happy 
we always fight....
i never satisfy you
i'm just not happy anymore
this wasn't how it was supposed to be

Maybe....

*sigh*

I.......

cos no one can love me better

My Journey

I've been on a weight loss journey
I've tried everything....
Starvation
Slimming tea
and, remember "Beyonce's Maple Syrup Diet" which i eventually quit
So... i have found the best solution
eating healthy and working out....EVERYDAY!!
It aint easy tho!! shiiiii i can feel the onset of them 6 packs and my rib fucking hurts
but its worth it...i've lost 5lbs!!!
and as for eating healthy?? there are so many great options....
this was my dinner tonight

and it was DELICIOUS!!!

Fuck That Shit.....i must go to jand

ATM...i am sad

At the moment, i am sad.
really sad....
things keep going wrong.
I dont like feeling out of place
but i always do
i just want a place to belong
a place to be accepted
i thought my place was with you
i thought i could be accepted by you
but now i'm not so sure
its me not u
i am the problem
i wish i could change
i want to change
maybe we'll be happier
but for now...

U aint gonna.....

....Tie Me Down.
ok so i just heard this Tie Me Down song by New Boyz featuring Ray J for the first time today...
YES YES YES!! I am stale!! but i'm not here to talk about how i am not so caught up with the world or about how out of touch i have been.
The song has a really catchy bit, at least to me but I wont lie sha, the boys cant rap for shit!!!

its no wonder their album Skinny Jeans and a Mic  (abeg which kind name be this??) was on the list of worst albums of 2009..... However for some reason I like the song and I think Ray J was the selling point of the song. If not for his chorus, the song no fit go anywhere.....
After listening to the song over 50million times, I went and searched for the video and this is what i found:


Dont u agree with me that Ray J looks like an abaya oshi!!! look at him with all those teenagers..kmt and he even tried to jerk? CHAI!!

Bleach 252

Finally!!! its out after 2weeks of waiting. I was glued to my computer screen!!
This episode was all fight and all Byakuya. He was fantastic.
I feel so foolish for feeling sorry for Kouga. He has alot of issues but he is really powerful!!
The fight was extraordinary and its hard to pick a favorite part. I think its cos Byakuya is bad ass!!!
and Senbonzakura was awesome!!! and we get to see Senbonzakura Kageyoshi. which i haven't seen it in a while!! and Senbonzakura Kageyoshi: White Imperial Sword which i dont think i have ever seen before. 

And everything Byakuya did all made sense, hes disappearance, him following Muramasa, everything just seemed to make a whole lot of sense!!!! I would have been content with this episode if they had finished the fight. In typical Bleach fashion, the episode ended with a "to be continued" just as both Byakuya and Muramasa were about to deal their "final blows"
I attached the last part of the episode cos its the part where it abruptly ended !!!

Happy New Year..i guess

Haven't blogged in a while. The blog has a new name and a new look. It took hours to effect the change but it was worth it.
I was thinking, everything should be simple, hence the new name. Actually my boyfriend thought up the name but I like it. Everything really should be so simple; school, work, boys and life in general. Nothing is really worth the hassle. If its not working the way you want, you are either doing something wrong or its just not meant to work. Its as simple as that. So thats my theme for the year, Simple.

And oh! i got me a new phone and i LOVEZ it.
My old one was wretched!!
I still cant figure out how to do loads of stuff on the phone but i bet i'l figure it out with time....
I'm real excited about this year..
Great Things to Come!!!